AUGUST 29 2024

It's been a minute... woops. It's been so wild lately between work and my personal life that when I have free time I find myself zoning out and low on motivation these days. I'm not like sad or nothin' just maybe a little tired LOL. I played through a bit of old games for nostalgia reasons and whatnot and ended up accidentally spending a bunch on mercari.... oops. I'm so excited for my stuff to ship though as stupid as that sounds.

I bought Baroque merch and a bunch of Megaten mangas sooooooo I'm super stoked. Baroque and Megaten are in my top favs. I used to have a dedicated Megaten shrine in my room in middle school if that illustrates how stupidly nerdy I am. I've gone through alot of these kinds of phases and it's so funny to look back on.

I've been struggling creatively lately and been mostly just sketching stuff in clip studio. Maybe I'll just combine it all into some big digital collage of sorts. Maybe I'll take a break from drawing and post some writing stuff on here.

I wanna get back into writing short horror stories but there's something so nerve wracking about putting anything I make out there. Writing is the most difficult form. I think writing exposes you as an author almost too much it's scary. Like even if you write something completely unrelated to yourself you will still inject an ounce of your beliefs and experiences in there. For some reason, I find that kind of intimidating.